I don't know if everybody knows this already but we are moving in many different ways. First, we are trying to sell the house and get some land and build an affordable house so that we are debt free. We feel God moving us in different ways, for example we are changing churches. VERY HARD! I love fellowship... a lot! But I don't and I think most of us in the family feel that God is calling us elsewhere. SO, Dad accepted a position as Youth Pastor/Music guy. I really think God will teach me something through this and hopefully influence the people around me in a positive way.
We have been out and about a lot recently looking at land/houses. FUN! I REALLY LIKE THAT! But it is very hard to not get attached to a place or set my affections on something. There is a place I really like... Really like. But it might not happen. I don't know why but it probably wont, so I'm trying to just let it go. I really wont be here much longer anyways. I think. Needless to say there is much uncertainty. I don't know what house we will get, I don't know what I will be doing at our new church. I don't now this, I don't know that. I feel God moving me toward the Military. The Army Rangers. Scary, Exciting, Hard. It's a mixture of the three. Mom doesn't want that to happen. She thinks that if someone is to be shot its me. It could be, it might not be. Yesterday Mom brought up real estate since I enjoy finding properties and planning a route and researching those things. She said I should look into it. You have to be 18. Figures. I was thinking it could be a good part time job until I go to the Army. So I said "Hey Mom, I have to be 18 to be a real estate agent... That's to bad." She says "That's not far off." She didn't take the hint. I may be wrong but she was trying to make me consider something else. I will. But what God says goes. Thanks Mom.